1. Neptune sextile Mars:

    At one point, all I’d hoped to do was become a thriving writer.  Now, all I want to do is retreat into my dream world, bake cookies, do yoga, and be at peace with the here and now.  

    My astrological source tells me why:  ” At this time success and getting your own way will not seem so important to you. You are much more concerned with whether your life serves higher goals and principles than with your own needs.

    You will probably stay out of the limelight for the most part, because you are in a rather retiring mood. It is as if the effort of pushing yourself into the forefront would disturb your attempt to find peace, which is more important to you now. This is a time for reflection rather than vigorous action.

    As you succeed in quieting the demands of your ego, you will discover the smaller, quieter voices that exist within us all. You may discover that the furious activity that has dominated your life hasn’t really meant much to you, that you did it for others in order to feel better about yourself.”

    Too true.  All of it.  I’m perfectly content doing less-than-fab stay-at-home freelance work so I can sleep, meditate and silence my mind.  Beyond that, I am more than content than I’ve ever hoped to be romantically, socially and otherwise.  Why not spend this time to live modestly and enjoy each and every moment?  

    Stress less.  Love more.  That’s my new life mantra.  

  2. It just kind of dawned on me I’m about to go pick up M from the airport.  And then we’re about to… you know.  Settle down and stuff.  
Holy shit?  

    It just kind of dawned on me I’m about to go pick up M from the airport.  And then we’re about to… you know.  Settle down and stuff.  

    Holy shit?  

  3. "Racism isn’t born, folks. It’s taught. I have a 2-year-old son. Know what he hates? Naps. End of list."
    Denis Leary, 1992 (via w-interfells)
  4. Ooo!!

    Ooo!!

  5. "We all end up alone sometimes. Whether it’s forever, or just for an hour a day in the car, you need to be right with yourself. Pursue the things that better your relationship with yourself. Only you know what that is."
  6. On NYC:

    My first day here, I headed to the News Corporation building for a meet and greet with the New York Post copy editors.  Talk about overwhelming!  I’ve dreamed of being a stone’s toss away from Times Square surrounded by wordsmiths since I was 10, and I had to remind myself to stay present in the moment as I shook each of these big whig’s hands.  By the end, I was glowing with a reassured energy that I am, indeed, meant to write.  Here?  Probably not.  Which brings me to my next point…

    The weather has been identical to Seattle’s since I arrived: overcast, unpleasantly chilly, and drizzling - but not hard enough to need an umbrella.  New Yorkers disagree.  Beyond the clouds, there are tall buildings, busy sidewalks and cab-filled, numbered streets.  I’m almost sorry to admit I find it all sort of… anti-climactic.  

    I don’t meant to sound cynical!  I’m so grateful for the experience.  I think it’s just after fantasizing about the city for so many years, I was hoping for something slightly more grandeur.  It’s flashy all right, but at the end of the day, it’s just a city.  

    I described it to M like this:  ”New York is better dressed than Seattle, more confrontational than SF, and dirtier than Austin.  Sure, there are neon lights, but I grew up in Nevada.  Honestly, I’m pretty unfazed.  I’m ready to head home to Washington, freelance part-time and play house with you.”  

    Am I ever.  :)

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Applying creative logic to all realms of life.

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